It's the willingness to forge new habits and new ways of thinking. Commit to living the inspired actions even when no one is looking.
The path to success and fulfillment is often a lonely road. In the darkest moments it requires you to hold up the light and look into the mirror and declare to yourself that you're not quitting on you.
Do the actions when no ones looking. Do it without expectation, praise or external validation. Do the actions for you knowing and believing that every step forward is moving you out of hell.
It's easy to do it once in a while when others are around cheering you on but you have to do it for you today, when no ones looking.
You may have lived with this 'I'm not good enough or deserving state' for way to long.' It's a new day and a new opportunity to cultivate a different mindset. Anything is possible, you just need to be the one that does it when no ones looking.