What if today was the START of the time of your life? I know you're ready to put yesterday in the past.
From this point on your only sign is GO. You've stopped yourself for too long. No more apologies are necessary. No one else needs to get you.
Once you start you won't be able to stop. Escape to that place that you can see and feel in your mind. Taste and savour the juicy possibility of you. What have you got yo win?